This entry was first posted in April 2015 on my old blog:
In one’s life, there are points where you have taken a certain road and you and your life has changed. If you are lucky these points and roads are happy ones. If you are unlucky they are unhappy ones.
At the beginning of my life, these points were rather unlucky and I am still struggling with probably all of them. Not struggling in “I can’t cope” much rather like “It’s annoying that it’s still there”.
I can pinpoint them down but their effects are somehow frazzled to me. I am not sure which of them have lead me to act how I act in certain situations. Maybe it’s not necessary to know them to heal.
But I feel this urge to figure them out and to figure out what effects they had/have.